..step by..

kinda lonely by now..

juz want that feeling back..

can i juz be strong n move forward focusing on that which could make my mom smile n cry..
and..left all the things that i really missing of and pretending that nothing playing around my mind?..
or can i juz take it both..but yet..i didnt found the best way..=.=..subhanallah..

insyaAllah..i try my best..even the future is out of my imagination..
even that imagination happening right now..